It’s Okay (an Epiphany Over Coffee)

It's Okay (an Epiphany Over Coffee)

So I am having my afternoon coffee and trying to relax and finish this blog before my timer runs out.  As I was typing this blog, real life took a bit of an unscheduled hold and I had to place this typing on the back burner.  Thinking I had enough time, I didn’t request a reset and came back in what I thought was enough time to finish.

However, as I was typing this up, I received the notification that one of my sponsored accounts was suspended in Blogotex because of a time-out.  I messaged my sponsor, apologized for the late entry and wished them well, acknowledging that it was my misstep and that I’ll just work on improving my blog so that in the event there is ever another blogger search for them, I can better serve them at a later date.

Let me go back a smidge. September I was away from SL and blogging due to a RL health incident that, while I went into detail publicly on Facebook, I didn’t really go into great detail here.  And since I’ve been home, I’ve been playing catch up and trying to get back to a new normal in my regular flesh and bone life as well as trying to get back into the swing of things in here and I gotta tell you, it’s super hard. I am so behind schedule everywhere it’s ridiculous.

I’ve tried to do so many things since I’ve been back home from my forced hiatus and as much as I would love to pretend that I can handle everything; I can’t. And that’s not to make excuses. I’m missing deadlines left and right, feel like I’m failing miserably in regular day-to-day activities and just wishing that I could get a break somewhere … in either world.

And as I’m sitting here trying to enjoy this cup of coffee, it hit me. We’re not meant to always be able to keep up. And sometimes things will just unravel. It’s not something I like and want to do, but it is something that I’m learning to accept.  I can’t do everything the way I used to.  And that may result in me losing out on things, be they opportunities, sponsorships or even going out to hang with my peeps.  And that’s okay.  Like … that’s the epiphany: it’s okay to fail. It’s okay to not have everything under control.  And it’s okay to let things go when you can’t do them the way you are used to doing them.

So, slowly but surely, I’ll have to dial things back some.  Slowly but surely, I’ll have to say no or say I can’t do things.  And I have to learn to be okay with doing that.  Because this feeling overwhelmed thing is really not where it’s at.  Anyway, time to start looking at what I realistically can do…everywhere.

❤ Kilo

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  • Backdrop: CK Elite Studios ~ At the Park Backdrop Box
  • Pose: K&S – // A minute for coffee // Bento poses
  • Additional Lighting: Lumipro

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Conjure Session…

Spellcaster; Shaman; Black.Magic.Woman
This is what they call me…

Conjure Session...

I am none of those things.
I am a conjurer, a creator, mother of manifestation…I am natural. I am the elements that pull us together and thread into being.
I am God’s child.  I am all of these things.
A witch; black magic woman…just a paraphrasing to help you become more comfortable with that which you fear and will NEVER understand.

Conjure Session...

❤ Kilo

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  • Hair: TRUTH VIP – Joy (Older VIP Gift – L$350 Group Join Fee)
  • Nails: {ZOZ} BENTO Nails v2 (wearing Long Coffin Nails)
  • ☘ Nail Polish: {ZOZ} Boo!tiful Blue Polish @ Cosmopolitan Sales Event
  • Lipstick, Eye Shadow & Highlighter: Cosmetize / Halloween Babe Starter Pack / Genus Catwa (Group Gift – L$50 group join fee)
  • All other body basics not listed can be found here.

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No Words…

No Words...

So much in my head but no way to really convey it. I simply have no words.

❤ Kilo

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  • ☘ Top: .Q. Vendetta -FTPK @ The Galleria Mall
  • Earrings: (Yummy) Eclat Suite – All Colors
  • Necklace: FAKEICON / mary gems collar / white @ faMESHed
  • ☘ Rings: Avada~ Sierra Rings @ Unik Event starting 10/07/2019

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  • Pose: FOXCITY. Body Language-5 (Fatpack exclusive) (former Saturday Sale item; heavily modified using AnyPose & Fate Hand Poser 3.0)
  • Additional Lighting: Lumipro

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Ms. Right Gets Busted

Yeaaaah…that last job didn’t go as planned.

Ms. Right Gets Busted

I guess we’re going to have to Tarantino this thing to see where the plan went wrong.  But in the meantime, cheeeese!

❤ Kilo

DEETS

Clothing & Accessories

  • ☘ Jacket: Cynful Clearly. Blazer – Fatpack @ Collabor88
  • ☘ Tank & Shorts: Cynful Clearly. Top + Bottom – Fatpack @ Collabor88
  • ☘ Collarbone Piercings: Cynful Mina Piercing – Collarbone
  • ☘ Cleavage Piercing: Cynful Mina Piercing – Cleavage
  • ☘ Earrings: Avada~ Vanessa Earrings @ Swank Event
  • ☘ Rings: Avada~ Ilyena Rings (for Maitreya ONLY) (former Swank Event item)

Body & Makeup

  • Hairbase: Unorthodox– Slight Hair Highlight Elite VIP GIFT
  • ☘ Eye Shadow: Avada~ Nova Eyeshadow (former Makeover Room item)
  • Lip Add-on: CATWA HD Lips [Female] GIFT
  • ☘ Lipstick: LIVIA // Sahara Lipstick (former Makeup Room Item)
  • Nails: {ZOZ} BENTO Nails v2 (Fat) (wearing medium coffin)
  • ☘ Nail Polish:{ZOZ} Fall Beauty Polish (3pk) @ Cosmopolitan Sales Event
  • All other body basics not listed can be found here.

Background & Additional Information

  • Mug Shot Backdrop: Intrigue Co. – Free Mugshot Backdrop
  • Pose & Pose Prop: Mercy’s Bowtique Mugshot Pose (slightly modified with AnyPose)
  • Additional Lighting: Lumipro

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Sweet Tooth

Sweet Tooth

❤ Kilo

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Body & Makeup

  • ☘ Hair: .ICONIC:HF:2018:ASHA:FATPACK (former Hair Fair item)
  • ☘ Hairbase: Avada~ Syden Hairbase @ Hair Fair 2019 – Blonde Sim
  • ☘ Eye Shadow: LIVIA // Daily Glam Eyeshadow & Liners
  • ☘ Lipstick: [KULA] Winter Glam . Fatpack . (MP Only atm; Inworld Store under construction)
  • ☘ Nails: {ZOZ} BENTO Nails v2 (wearing Coffin long nails for Maitreya hands)
  • ☘ Nail Polish: {ZOZ} Cammie Polish (3pk)  @ Cosmopolitan Sales Event
  • All other body basics not listed can be found here.

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