A Quick Hi Before Bed

A Quick Hi Before Bed...

It’s been a looooooong day. I’m off to bed. But I just wanted to give a quick hi before I go.  “Hi…”

❤ Kilo

DEETS

Clothing & Accessories

  • ☘ Top: Baetik : Ulla : Fatpack
  • ☘ Jewelry set: LIVIA // Bloom Jewelry @ Whimsical (Earrings, Necklace & Rings sold separately or as a fatpack)

Body & Makeup

  • Hair: Unorthodox– Lemonade Braids @ Hair Fair 2019
  • All other body basics not listed can be found here.

Background & Additional Information

  • Background/backdrop: {.:exposeur:.} Sartorialist Showcase
  • Additional Lighting: Lumipro

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Taking a Load Off

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Man on days like this, I wish I had more to say. But I’m tired, medicated and struggling to stay awake. Let me take a seat on this here thinger and try to get my energy up.

❤ Kilo

DEETS

Clothing & Accessories

  • Dress: Stories&Co. Goldie Dress – Holographic (former Fifty Linden Friday item)
  • ☘ Earrings: Avada~ Celestine Earrings (former SWANK event item)
  • ☘ Necklace: Avada~ Anabelle Choker @ AnyBody
  • ☘ Rings: LIVIA::Azziza Bento Rings [Maitreya/Slink/Tonic]
  • ☘ Shoes: ::SG:: Sonja Shoes (former AnyBody event item)

Body & Makeup

  • Hair: Unorthodox Maddy Hair — Chocolate (includes hairbase)
  • Head: [AK Deluxe] – Maia Bento Head
  • ☘ Eyelashes: LIVIA::AK Deluxe – Lashes Set #2 [AK Deluxe HUD]
  • ☘ Eye Shadow: LIVIA::Liner Collection for [AK] Deluxe
  • ☘ Lipstick: ::SG:: Kryzya HD Lips for AKERUKA DELUXE Heads
  • ☘ Nails: LIVIA::Ombre Metallics No.1 Bento Nails+Appliers FATPACK @ Gloss
  • Shape: KJIm – Stephanie (coming soon)
  • All other body basics not listed can be found here.

Decor & Other Information

  • Backdrop: The Bearded Guy – Boris Face – Brejcha Vibes @ Dubai Event
  • Pose: FOXCITY. Milk Bath Bento Pose Set, pose #7 (former Saturday Sale item) *pose slightly modified using AnyPose*

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Pistachio

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I wanted a pistachio milkshake but the shop was out. This strawberry will have to do.  Mmmmm. Want a sip? 😛

❤ Miss Kilo

DEETS

Clothing & Accessories

Body & Makeup

  • Hair: Unorthodox Sierra Hair – Fenty (group gift – L$1700 join fee)
  • Eyeshadow: LIVIA// Kyla Eyeshadow (former Applique item)
  • Lipstick: *Booty’s Beauty* Catwa Makeup ~ Kaldorei (white makeups on hud are made to be tintable)
  • Nails: #EMPIRE – Square Nails – Long
  • Nail Polish: LIVIA::Metallic Pastel Nails (former Blush event item)
  • All other body basics found here.

Other Information

  • Background/Pose Prop:  Exposeur – The Sugar Bowl
  • Milkshake: Mag<3.B Strawberry Love shake
  • Lighting: Lumipro

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Saying Yes

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I am a people watcher. And in SL, I see more of what I saw IRL among the people here. A lot of us…we are all alike in many ways; especially in how we treat ourselves. It may manifest itself differently from person to person, but the base premise comes from the same place.  And while some revel in it and/or embrace it, some of us torture ourselves with it trying to find a way out…but not always succeeding. I often see so many of us say yes to the wrong things and the wrong people because of our inner struggles of saying yes to ourselves.

So many of us are so quick and able to give the most intimate parts of ourselves to others but then become incredibly stingy and hesitant to give those same gifts to ourselves.  Things like trust, awareness, time, affection, care, love, respect and validation; these are all things we tend to give in hopes of receiving them from others but are so quick to deny ourselves. We rationalize how if we have this person or that person or any person in our lives that we can only then be happy/feel complete/be whole.

But in the same vain, we’re also a people that will uplift and try to instill those same values in our friends who may be suffering as we are in hopes that they too don’t fall into that same pit we live in.  Not because we don’t want to be alone; but because we don’t always feel worthy of the things we give so freely to anyone else.

We say we don’t, but we do.  How do I know this? Because when a relationship of any kind (romantic/platonic/familial…you name it) ends, we always go down the list of all the things we did for that person, stating that they didn’t do the same for us. But do we ever stop and say, “maybe if I had recognized that I deserved all these things in the first place, I wouldn’t have allowed for this to happen to me?”  Probably not. And that’s where the say yes journey should begin.

And I don’t say this to sound like a jerk or bitter or anything that denotes anything other than reality.  We have to treat ourselves better. We have to look into ourselves and figure out who we are, what we want from ourselves and what we want FOR ourselves before we can inflict those expectations on someone else. We have to know who we are and what we really want so we know what we are willing to accept and put up with; what we truly deserve: happiness and fulfillment.  But it starts with looking at yourself honestly and starting to really strip away the layers to get to your inner emotional meatiness and then working on figuring out the rest.

I’ve been on this journey for a while now; learning more about who I am, what I like, what I don’t like, what I want, what I deserve and just what I’m willing to put up with in order to achieve it.  It’s been a hard journey and it gets lonely at times.  But by saying yes to myself, vowing to myself to view myself better and love myself better, I’ve been able to say yes to myself more instead of saying it to the wrong people, situations, ideas or things.

Just a little food for thought on this Wednesday afternoon.

❤ Miss Kilo

DEETS

Clothing & Accessories

  • Top: Sn@tch Lala Crochet Tank Top
  • Jeans: .::Dead Dollz::. Violet Jeans Pearls (former Fifty Linden Friday item)
  • +Earrings: :: SAGA :: Dalia Earrings w.HUD
  • Ring: (Yummy) Diamond Solitaire Ring – Maitreya

Body & Makeup

Other Information

  • Chair: Trompe Loeil – Josette Settee PG (former Shop Your Heart Out gift)
  • Backdrop: anxiety %puddin (former Rewind item)

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The Hell Belle

With a new Hellboy arising, I began to wonder what it would look like if he…were a she.  So I decided to do a little bit of cosplay.

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Besides, if Hellboy and Liz did have a daughter, I’m pretty sure this is what she’d look like anyway. 😛

❤ Miss Kilo

DEETS

Clothing & Accessories

Body & Makeup

  • Hair: Unorthodox Lex Hair – Noir
    Hairbase: SIIX // Safari Hairbase // Black (included w/ hair)
  • Eyes: CATWA Mesh Eyes Pack (used the included hud to customize the sclera)
  • Lipstick: *Booty’s Beauty* Catwa Lipstick ~ Sable (used to make the lip pop more)
  • Skin: Lumae :: Adore – Naamah
    (currently for sale for 100Ls before permanently retired)
  • All other body basics found here.

Pose prop: KJIm works in progress
Area: ~*GOD*~ Dream Scene Bubble Rezzer – Hell Throne

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